my boyfriend wants to go everywhere with me

Its not about if someones Good Enough To Be Worth Dating, its about if someone suits you. Do you feel way more invested in your man than he is into you? You Only Hang Out Once A Week If you and your almost-partner have been dating once a week for two months or more, then beware. Is there a tightness? LW It must hurt to read what Im sure looks like a sea of Nope from strangers talking about a relationship you care about. Its a bad thing. I came to an agreement with my partner that if I asked him if he loved me/wanted to be with me/some other variation of that he would answer in the affirmative without any hemming or hawing over what does love mean or how no one can promise to be with someone forever. I think he connects that very directly with the misogyny he also sees in abusive relationships. But it didnt help. When I was starting to think maybe I should end this he had a night where he was worried about being abandoned again and I had talk him through how I wouldnt leave him like other people had, all the while feeling a pit in my stomach because the relationship wasnt making me happy and I was being pressured for sex pretty much every time we got together. I went through something very similar, but with a best friend and not an SO, so there are definitely different things at stake and different considerations. What message was he trying to send me? I was asking a question that rationally I already knew the answer to so a quick yes was preferable to a long discussion that would just make me more anxious. Like if their partners are abuse survivors who are triggered by something, hey, youre safe here; Im not that guy could conceivably not be a weird thing to say. Every interaction we had demanded more of her energy, and it hit a point where our relationship took a lot more from her than from me, which is not good. I couldnt change how he felt and I couldnt change how he acted, but I could change the fact that I was in a relationship with him, so I did. Hell go on and on about it, expecting you to grovel as if you had treated him with profound cruelty. Have you ever thought it would be easier to just not go out? There are great benefits from solo travels. I should have left far sooner. He deserves help, but the writer deserves safety. It might feel challenging and awkward at first to figure out how to write a post like this one (on which you have clearly already spent so much time and energy, and it shows) in a way that makes no assumptions about the genders of the victim and abuser, but its a thing that gets so much easier with practice, if youre willing to give it a go and stick with it through the first few attempts until it feels more natural. Hes typecasting you in the present as the heartless mean woman who will break his heart by leaving someday, which manipulates you into the position of having to reassure him that you arent that person. I realized Im a trans agender person, not a cis woman (surprise number one) and Im asexual (surprise number two). But I did it, and although he went through a very rough patch after our breakup, and he still hates me for betraying him when he needed me most, hes now much happier and stronger and I am at peace with my choices 100%. I thought that was a sign that she was honestly trying to get better, too. Whats extra frustrating for me is his point that its easy for an abused person to make themselves look like the victim in public (because they have more cope) was so insightful and so important, and I hate that it got intertwined with something that takes away mens ability to stop and heal themselves from abuse. This is for a number of reasons: (1) Its based on feminists are man-hating harridans. and getting all insecure and anxious whenever Id do things without him. Im sure you mean well, but this absolutely reeks of #notallmen. They used it to build me up, again and again, and I finally was able to relax and see them as emotional tools and not weapons. This sounds really difficult and frustrating. Kudos for the quote. After a while being with one person everyday, things get routine and boring. LW, You sound awesome and you deserve so much better. There are more clues, but perhaps the biggest one is the feeling you have in your gut. But we forgot about one small itemand then, per the prediction here, he spent the next week sending text messages about how I needed to bring it to his house. He loves the language of feelings, openly sharing his insecurities, his fears, and his emotional injuries. People have already told you to leave. Asking a lady-identified person to provide that emotional support is entirely missing the point, and in fact is the opposite of what they should be doing. Partner: SEPARATION ANXIETY CYCLE: ENGAGE. I appear to have offended, and I apologize. I didnt think that helped a whole lot, since she was already making things very dangerous for me quite effectively without it. I checked the are you in an abusive or controlling relationship lists online way too often, but he was smart enough to gaslight so it looked like he was doing the opposite. church! Avoid anything that could make him harbor resentment. It is a sucky dance. Its more or less been successful (they are inextricably a part of my life in some other ways shared hobby, same work environment), but it was long and painful, and I wish Id ripped the bandaid off. You are possibly at the stage where youre tense and defensive every time you want to do anything by yourself, because you know its going to devolve into another feelingschat. 3) You're treating him like a friend, not a lover. You deserve not to have to try. Hey LW I havent had a chance to go through all the comments yet, so probably someone has already mentioned this. Then leave. In one chapters he writes brief profiles of types of abusers hes seen. Thank you for reminding me how far Ive come. No one can make someone see clearly when they are invested in NOT doing so. Im saying that theres more dudes who talk the talk than there are who walk the walk. I find it almost impossible to believe that dudes so utterly oblivious to their own misogyny that they literally cry about this kind of nonsense and consider it a major source of sadness in their lives could possibly be genuinely dismantling patriarchy and fighting sexism wherever they find it. But for the years between, I heard a lot of, Of course youll leave me. None of these philosophies applies when you upset him, however. I would not, for instance, be able to recommend it to a man being abused by a woman without worrying that it would make him even less able to name what was happening. It has also occasionally helped as a way of gauging my general anxiety levels. Go to the movies. So, reassure her that . Also: LW, dont let him guilt you into a video Skype call if you cant face it or you think hell be abusive and react badly. I lost most of my friends and my own father and stepmother when I broke up with my abuser, because either they didnt believe me or they didnt much care if I was being abused their other priorities, which depended on my not having left this person, were more important to them. This is the people I love crying to me about how they cant connect with half of the human race because half the human race has written them off already as monsters.. (For that matter, hopefully were both entirely wrong and theres no abuse concern at allbut please be careful, letter writer.). But I was rapidly becoming her problem, too. Sometimes, they try and bring their partners into the friendship group as they want their partner and friends to get along well. THEY WILL PROBABLY FALL OFF. Please ask yourself did your boyfriend seem happier in the relationship when you were feeling really down? They never bring my in a situation where I have to prove I stay with them, or whatever. A partner should be supportive and facilitate your desire to change and grow, not stifle you. Hence the pronouns in the response. Right now hes got you wondering how to make him stop a thing that only he can stop. I needed to show my support for him by accepting all his words as Absolutely True. I tell him I love him and he is an excellent husband (because he is), then fetch the thermometer. I was way too young to see the elaborate rules and the demand that I indefinitely suspend my judgment for the red flags the were. The Im boring so youll leave me thing was EXACTLY my ex (yup). But it *is* mind-twisting to feel *guilty* about something good that you did, and not to be able to stop feeling guilty because you can see that someone else is experiencing actual pain over it. Sensitive about him. Seriously if youre at the point where there needs to be verbal reassurance that violence isnt a possibility, its a possibility. He kept sending me emails and I never answered any of them, only kept a record. I didnt inject excitement into their otherwise boring life, but I was the only person they could talk to about childhood traumas/fears/illness, someone who understood their struggle with mental illness and their safe person to talk to about questioning their gender and sexuality. I was pretty confused by all this at first (men having Feelings? But you have already done this, its not a problem of trying to find a different way of saying it to get him to finally understand, or suggesting the exact right hobby, the exact right form of support [therapy, helpline etc.]. One partner cannot acquire a healthy mindset by taking it from the other; they can only destroy it. In my experience, people worth meeting are aware of their prejudices and open to overcoming them. My bf and I have been dating on and off for a little over a year. I had a weird relationship with a dude much like this when I was younger- we werent dating but he acted as though we were? sorry, this is going to keep bugging me. (see also I dont deserve you and really just about any permutation of this). But boringness is not objective its about chemistry more than anything, especially when youre down to the nuts and bolts of spending every day with a person. TL;Dr: boyfriend never wants to go out with me, but goes out with friends all the time. It couldnt be that was something Bad People did, and this person was justreally sad, right? I said, Yes, very calmly, and went and did. Im making assumptions at 200mph here, I dont know the details, but that really stuck out to me, in a bad sort of way. Start spending an extra few days a week with friends who do share your mutual interests. Never mind accusations, never mind FEELINGSBOMBs, just going somewhere without being expected by another person to account for your every intricate movement during social times. It took me several months to be able to actually say what was going on was abuse. Your boyfriend might not like it, but the fact that you like it and feel happy is what matters. Except it wasnt I will never hit a woman, it was I dont believe in hitting girls, but I do believe in hitting back. (Out of nowhere, of course.) *In the USA, try Nami.orgat1-800-950-6264, in the UK try Anxiety UKat08444 775 774 or NoPanic.org at 0844 967 4848. Will he harm himself in some way and blame it on you? I couldnt tell if the LW and her boyfriend live together or not, and if they do, the extrication, should that be what LW decides to do, can be much more difficult. Since it was an "accident" the narcissist will argue you are blaming them for your dog's bad . With the passing of time, he increasingly casts the blame on to you for anything he is dissatisfied with in his own life; your burden of guilt keeps growing. But that meant that when I would have doubts about the relationship, or he became more sexually coercive, I felt like I had to be better than everyone else whod left him or treated him badly. If you are reading these responses and thinking, I should have mentioned [thing I do/have done which contributes to the situation; then they might be saying something different] the fact is, probably not. Didnt I realise just how much damage Id done to him by disappearing like that? There are lots of women abusers who fit into the patterns of abusive behaviour youre describing hereand there are lots of men who are victims of this stuff, tooand there are lots of people in relationships like this who dont identify with the pronouns and identities youre talking about here. (Plus I believe the good Captain has a rule about not asking for potentially-identifying information that could out someone.). He was desperately trying to convince himself that his having hurt me didnt mean he was a bad person and my reasons for leaving were irrational. What are signs that things have changed? This is not a trivial or small hurt to the people Im speaking of; this is not dudebros whining about not getting laid enough. The cops picked her up still in the neighborhood, when they got there. (Notice the twist here: This is just what an abuser accuses his partner of doing to him, when all she is really looking for is a heartfelt Im sorry.). Im still not saying it cant be done but not everybody has time for that. I have some advice for if you stay. My absolute first reaction to this. I called the police when she nearly murdered me, and they instituted a three-year no contact order which effectively ended the relationship without either of us technically doing it. He can absolutely help how he expresses that anxiety. Have you considered they may be unable to connect with half the human race because they dont see this half as human beings? He started getting something of a social life together. Your partner might never fully get it but seeing a therapist can help give you the vocabulary to explain as well as helping you work on the underlying problem. That kind of situation tends to get worse, because the bored person can enter a spiral of unpleasantness, in which they go to growing lengths to keep from confronting the reasons for (or just the fact of) their unhappiness. Maybe the fact that they are so nervous and anguished about this is becoming a bit of a self-fulfilling prophecy? Captain- I think that Why Does He Do That? Is he really dismissing it outright, though? When your feelings are hurt, on the other hand, he will insist on brushing over it quickly. Im broken and horrible and I dont deserve to live, which of course only resulted in my staying and trying to persuade her she was wrong about both herself and me. Hes still making your life small. All these things can be true at the same time. 3.- It rattles me that you preach non-gendered answers and yet include such a gendered world view in your comment. (Just remember to put dates on things!). 2.- because half the human race has already written them off as monsters; so its the fault of women that your loved ones cant connect with them, I take it? Especially when your partner isnt quite getting the concept of anxiety disorder and keeps thinking if they reassure you enough it will work. Dang. Maybe hell just make this all about how he was right and youre leaving him for greener pastures. I did get away from him eventually and I have a wonderful life now. Im so sorry that happened to you! And I mean, I get why the hemming and hawing happensit feels like such a *fraught* questionbut yes, I love you, do you want me to start another pot of coffee? is so so so much better (for me, YMMV) than a Deep and Serious discussion of what is love, really, and why are my emotional issues so weird. He showed up at my workplace; my manager called his manager and he was pulled up on a disciplinary. Clingor The Clingarians controlling behavior likely springs from a wellspring of deep, actual pain and fear of abandonment. Im trying to nurse my sister through a damaging, abusive relationship and she feels a lot of guilt that shes representing the situation wrong to me and so I have a skewed perspective of whats really going on. He is no longer that loving boyfriend, but an uncaring ex. If you can, try journaling. I say all of this not to imply that it is in any way the responsibility of the LW to make decisions on the basis of what is best for her boyfriend. I just want to make it clear that Im not scoffing at people with anxiety issues who are trying to handle them in the context of adult relationships. And I realize that I used the word should, which is usually a sign Im applying a rule to myself and others. He needs to get counseling or find a productive outlet to be the type of person that he wants to be, rather than just dating that type of person. Being not entirely out in all situations (trying to explain nonbinary to well-meaning but somewhat small-c-conservative middle class people in church is so not going to happen) Im kind of used to being misgendered but I fully accept that how I react is not how others would react and for a great many people I know it would be A Very Big Deal. Were here for you. If you absolutely must respond to something try a script like Partner, I know the feelings you are having are very scary, but your behavior toward me is not reasonable. And, most importantly, he can take no for an answer. I think the problem is that he has low self-esteem and that this feeling of low self-worth has turned into a fear that Ill leave. If you agree, would you consider posting a caveat with the recommendation, the same way you do for Gift Of Fear? if I had a problem, he would lie and make up a scenario about how he had the same problem but worse (e.g., I struggled with depression and started taking antidepressants at the time, so he made up a story about how hed gotten a bipolar diagnosis and started taking lithium) e.g. I married a guy who, on the surface, shares some similarities with your boyfriend, LW. In addition he also would frequently buy me unsolicited gifts as a weird kind of friendship insurance whenever he felt particularly inadequate. As far as bills go, I have never given him formal rent. But that made me know my own mind. I hope you come through everything okay in the end. If not go alone. At that point hed been doing this for over ten years. > Is he really dismissing it outright, though? Do not copy, print, or repost entire posts elsewhere without written permission. "People don't leave because things are hard, they leave because they realize it's no longer worth it.". You SHOULD leave me. We take smaller breaths. I took up a sport, started eating better and got involved in my community. It can be so draining and distressing. He needs to realize that you and the partner in his head who looks like you and would leave him for a fart sandwich if you simply had the chance are not the same person and you cant be held responsible for what Imaginary Partner does. But this guy has explicitly said he feels threatened by your self improvement, by the more confident, happy and healthy you. Thats working ok for me for now, but it isnt teaching me to handle those fears if I ever do try a relationship in the future. Please tell someone you love and trust about this aspect of your relationship with your boyfriend before you do anything to move forward, just so that they have a sort of heads-up and can help you watch for the Waves of Guilt, if you are like me and might experience those. The constant Im afraid youll break up with me/Youll probably break up with me gambit is particularly hard to take. It was my fault, my fault, my fault. Its difficult to come to terms with the aftermath of feeling this way. +1 to that. And Im glad we all came out of it and are here to help LW. A problem is something that is an issue for either you or your partner or both of you. 6 years of half fun together, and half anxiety through the roof because of my issues. Yikes. Anyway, we decided collectively that Ill never hit you is like a car salesman assuring you that This car has WHEELS! (Did I get that analogy from Captain Awkward? He and I would have talks on the matter frequently that while they didnt exactly go nowhere, often theyd simply send him on a weeks long kick of being conspicuously and annoyingly eager to please me and not piss me off because to him at that time, me voicing a concern meant our friendship was on the bubble. But some part of me feels like Im premeditating kicking a puppy with malice aforethought. Just state the facts of how you plan to use your time, without inviting him, and tell him when you will see him next. Once you start down that road, it is a difficult cycle to break, and its very hard to break the cycle without breaking the relationship as well. I wish Bancroft would write a new edition with the women-dont-abuse-men narrative removed. Sometimes it seems less than ideal when they answer a compliment with I dont think so, but thanks, but yes, nobodys perfect (and as someone with not-always-best-self-esteem, I can understand that feeling). If you start to feel chronically mistreated by him, you are likely to assume that something is wrong with you, and if you complain about him to other people, they may think you must be spoiled: You have the New Age man, what more do you want? I was thinking about it in terms of acknowledging that his feelings are real and worthy of discussion, but youre right, following up every solo activity with a long feelingschat is not a good idea. She always said, when she was in one of her apologetic phases, that physical violence was a line shed never cross. Your being suffocated in this relationship isnt doing him any favours. It sounds awful to feel like you cant be happy/entertained without someone else. It shouldn't take you long to figure out if the guy you're dating is over their ex. A few years ago I was feeling really down, and during that period I decided to really work on myself by changing my lifestyle. Even if hes not that bad you can still leave if this partnership is not right for you. Are you worried about wasting the prime of your life on a man who won't commit to you? A(r)SE couldnt handle that Id left him.
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